Don't focus on what is happening around you. It's easy for us to allow ourselves to become a part of the things that we know do not belong in our lives and are not pleasing to God.
God wasn't having a terrible day when you were created. He made you in a way that is perfect for Him. If you need more, He would have provided. Take all of what you have and do your part. Develop your talents and abilities. Learn how to manage them. So many things we may not understand right now, but will make perfect sense when we do our part and see that He has been doing His part. Doors will close. But, more valuable doors will open.
Pray for direction to follow Gods plan for your life.